I feel like there is no need for conversation
Some questions are better left without a reason
And I would rather reveal myself than my situation
Now and then I consider, my hesitation
The more the light shines through me
I pretend to close my eyes
The more the dark consumes me
I pretend Im burning, burning bright
I wonder if the things I did were just to be different
To spare myself of the constant shame of my existence
And I would surely redeem myself in my desperation
Here and now Ill express, my situation
Theres nothing ever wrong but nothings ever right
Such a cruel contradiction
I know I cross the lines its not easy to define
Im born to indecision
Theres always something new some path Im supposed to choose
With no particular rhyme or reason
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